Okay, first of all, I
really am going to try to keep these letters more simple from now on. I looked
at a few of the past ones I sent and thought, "Ohhh noo.." because
there was so much information packed. I will also try to talk a little less of
each investigator experience for their personal privacy. I am still trying to
figure out what is best for each email.
Here's some good news, both
Sister Gledhill and I will be staying this transfer! We survived "the
Reaping." It will be so nice to keep up with those we are teaching and
help them out each step. We are both excited to be here :)
Some other things from this
week:
We said goodbye to our
darling mini missionary, Kyla. Luckily we are keeping in touch and we were
greatly influenced by her example.
We had what had to be one
of the best Sundays in history here, as about 100 more people came. As we
looked left and right, we saw many who were struggling to come to church, our
investigators, and more. The spirit was so powerful I could even see our bishop
in tears as the whole congregation stood while singing "the Spirit of
God."
When Relief Society
started, a girl asked me, "Are you Rachel?" Whoa. Missionaries never
hear their first names, and I realized I knew her from back at BYU. Her name
was Taylor, and she worked at my office! She was one of the member's sister,
and she said she would say hi to everyone back at work. :)
The leaves are starting to
change color. New England autumn is coming!! Sister Gledhill and I are stoked
out of our minds!! It's going to be even more bewilderingly beautiful here.
A dear member from our
ward, Sister Baer (I believe I mentioned her in one of my first emails) asked
Sister Gledhill and I to go through the temple with her, as it will be her
first time. We absolutely cannot wait and feel so privileged to attend with
her. I know it's going to be a sacred, special experience.
A few days ago I had my
first CF clinic visit. Little did I know that we would be going to the
"Brigham Children's" instead of the "Brigham Women's"
hospital. They said that they serve all ages, even people in their 70's. I was
fine with going because they still sounded nice there. Let me tell you, Brigham
Children's hospital must be the Disneyland of all hospitals...crazy, very
expensive parking, people everywhere, bright colors and creative designs, happy
workers and some crying children. Even our room we were assigned to wait in was
Jiminey Cricket themed and there were a few Disney pics in the hallway.
Truthfully, I thought it was darling. :)
The Disneyland of all Hospitals :) |
We also discovered this was
the Disneyland of all hospitals when the (technician?)named Brandon came
bouncing in. At first he scared me a little with how bubbly and loud he was,
but I soon discovered how he was one of the funniest people I've met. I don't
think I've ever laughed that hard in a while. The rest of the team was also so
nice and supportive. :) Their Pulmonary Function Testing system is a little
different--they bring a portable cart to test them from room to room and their
percentages are different from the U's. For instance, the U of U measures at a
90% level and I believe Brigham's measures at a 100% level for the FEV 1. So,
my fev1 was a 100% for the first time, so if it were according to back at home
it would have gone up to around a 96%, which is still great. They told me to
keep up the good work, because trust me, it is a lot of work.
Near the end of the visit,
Brandon came in for lab work to test vitamin levels. I was amazed because HE
WAS THE VERY FIRST PERSON EVER WHO DIDN'T TRY TO PROVE ME WRONG ABOUT MY VEINS.
He was half jokingly saying God was punishing him with my spider veins haha. He
searched and searched, and was a genius to tell which veins would work and
which wouldn't work because of dehydration, so then he gave me 5 or 6 whoppin'
cups of water, and when I drink a lot of water, I shiver and sometimes turn purple.
So that's what happened. We waited in the cold hospital room for an hour for my
veins to hydrate while I sat there with a blanket wrapped around, skin turning
purple. The other practitioners took their turns coming in, but what's better
than that? At one point, Brandon tried to sneak in a conversation of how he
interestingly ended up in a conversation the previous day about where we go
after we die, and all the messages that the churches he went to contrasted from
each other and didn't make sense. He knew that we were missionaries, and he
wanted answers. He tried to pick up on the word of what we carried, which
testified to him that what we have may be what he needs, and he figured that it
is the spirit.
We had a short lesson on the Plan of Salvation and we handed him
a Book of Mormon, with a chapter about the Plan of Salvation marked by a mormon.org
card with the missionaries in his area's number. My veins ended up not working
well (they got barely any from near my knuckle and may have to draw from my
foot next time), since he is only allowed to draw twice, so we will come again
in 2 weeks for lab work before my GI doctor appointment.
To be honest, living with
Cystic Fibrosis has made my lungs a little tired lately. I started the Tobi
Podhaler yesterday. As Kip in Napoleon Dynamite sang, "Yes, I love
technology" I really do, but it's been making my voice very hoarse and
made my lungs work harder.
A few days ago I came across a scripture that blew
my mind. While reading my hardly-marked new scriptures, I came across 1 Ne 8:
29-30 while studying Lehi's vision of the Tree of Life:
"29 And now,
I Nephi, do not speak all the words of my father.
"30 But, to be
short in writing, behold, he saw other multitudes pressing forward; and
they came and caught hold of the rod of iron; and they did press their way
forward, continually holding fast to the rod of iron, until they came forth and
fell down and partook of the fruit of the tree."
The Tree of Life |
As I have read those two verses
countless times before, I never realized how Nephi introduces verse 30 by
saying "To be short in writing." I then understood how Nephi heard so many
more details about this group that they had to be summarized.
Nephi could have heard more of how these people pressed forward, grasping to the iron rod until they fell at the tree of life. He had to summarize what could have been details of their struggling--how they dealt with personal matters, feelings of insignificance, guilt, loneliness, heartache. There could have been details of their lifelong pursuits, and yet even though they faced the hardships of life, they held fast despite fears, how they remembered who they were even though darkness encumbered them, and much more. Their faith, their diligence, their perseverance was so immense that Nephi could not record it all down. He could have said he needed to briefly tell those who became discouraged or didn't hold on, those who mocked the believers, or those who fell away, but there must not have had as much detail revealed as about those who made it--those who held onto their faith in Jesus Christ as they fell down at their journey's end to fully feel of his love and mercies.
Nephi could have heard more of how these people pressed forward, grasping to the iron rod until they fell at the tree of life. He had to summarize what could have been details of their struggling--how they dealt with personal matters, feelings of insignificance, guilt, loneliness, heartache. There could have been details of their lifelong pursuits, and yet even though they faced the hardships of life, they held fast despite fears, how they remembered who they were even though darkness encumbered them, and much more. Their faith, their diligence, their perseverance was so immense that Nephi could not record it all down. He could have said he needed to briefly tell those who became discouraged or didn't hold on, those who mocked the believers, or those who fell away, but there must not have had as much detail revealed as about those who made it--those who held onto their faith in Jesus Christ as they fell down at their journey's end to fully feel of his love and mercies.
So if you ever feel down or
discouraged, physically or emotionally broken at times, we can all remember how
Nephi had to summarize this group of believers, as we are not alone as we
follow our Savior Jesus Christ.
I hope you have a great
week!
Take care.
Love,
Sister Roy
Sister Roy
The District |
Ice cream with the crew |
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